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Because we ate you're words of truth, How much longer O Lord?

May 16, 2011

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How Living on Faith can be life's Greatest Struggle to the Point where we cry out to God with the same words as Jeremiah.   




"Why is my pain perpetual, and my wound incurable, which refuseth to be healed? wilt thou be altogether unto me as a liar, and as waters that fail? {Jeremiah 15:18} 

My pain never stops day or night for the people of this world who are believers and non believers who cannot see the coming storms with a change in their hearts and mind; and added is the great pain I always suffer from the hate and persecution for all who I care about through the love of Christ; and no matter how hard I work at writing God's words which is my only life, there is no healing because nothing changes while always only getting more difficult. Through faith I know just as Jeremiah that God cannot lie, but when with great tears through a very hard life of not stop struggles physically and mentally that only seem to worsen, there comes a time when all that we can do is continually give God's own promises back to Him in depth with faith while asking Him. How much longer, O Lord, must my wife and I suffer? Through these past 4 years we have kept our faith through our every struggle in life, and all with not even having a life, so why O Lord?  Only You know all things, therefore you know our hearts and our faith with our never ending efforts which are only true, so how much longer must we suffer O Lord?  

For believers in God there is but only one way of life that can please who we love with no in between-and God is always watching the hearts of believers as open and naked with nothing ever hid; therefore what God who is love sees shall be returned unto whom He knows in the same way. So if you care not for others now, in the great tribulation God will not hear you in the same way.  

My beloved friends, let us continue to love each other since love comes from God. Everyone who loves is born of God and experiences a relationship with God. The person who refuses to love doesn't know the first thing about God, because God is love—so you can't know him if you don't love. This is how God showed his love for us: God sent his only Son into the world so we might live through him. This is the kind of love we are talking about—not that we once upon a time loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as a sacrifice to clear away our sins and the damage they've done to our relationship with God.                          {1 John 4:7-10} {The Message}                                                                                                        


The word is only the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God-because truth seekers can only receive the whole truth and nothing but the truth from only God as the supplier.

"If you cry out for insight and raise your voice for understanding, if you seek it like silver and search for it as hidden treasures; then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God. For the Lord gives wisdom; from His mouth comes knowledge and understanding, {Proverbs 2:4-6 RSV} 


At 12 years old I stole a car for but one purpose, and it was suicide. In a field I put a hose in the exhaust pipe with the other end into the back window, and I was history, until I awoke the next day because the car ran out of gas. At 15 I woke up in a hospital bed from a drug overdose, and to this day I still don’t know how I got there or who paid the bill. When I was 17, I was put into a mental institution because my dad saw me laying on the Burlington railroad tracks waiting for a train to end my problems. At 20, in my own Malibu, another hose into the back window, and history once again, until I came to in the nut wing of another hospital, all because the car ran out of gas, again. Then about 12 years later I got me a mighty fine head injury that actually got a small piece if my brain when I broadsided a car that pulled right in front of me while under acceleration on my Soft Tail; and that was back in April of 1988 when the docs said I could be a vegetable, have seizures, and would never be normal; and since that injury, there have been many more times that I should have become a statistic-with the whole point being not a testimony, but the fact that because God has always been, therefore knows all people and all things, and chooses who for what and when according to His own will. So my life now is of very many difficulties while still living with my time being 24x7x52=My Faith with the Words of God as my only Fuel for survival; therefore these past 4 hardest years of my life have become the greatest that have ever been; and because I have become so dependent on who created me, and after twenty years of looking towards man for answers, I now look only to God for all things. So what I know is from Him, and what I don’t know, I ask only Him, and just leave it at that because in His time He teaches me only what He wants me to know; and that my brothers and sisters, is true faith in God. 


I believe that with over 300 posted writings and another 200 hundred that are not, for the most part, all has been primarily for my education, and that is because God knows my heart; therefore only He knows my potential along with my faith that believes only Him through His words that were written with no confusion, and all of His words as written with no private interpretation of guesswork from the spirit of man that has not the Spirit of God. {1 Corinthians 2:10-12}


When we have reached a point in life where we have no life, it’s because we have exited this world and seek only what’s above with our only desire being to please the Father. John 8:29b-but we still have our natural side in the flesh with very great concerns that God is fully aware of because He knows our every need before we even ask. Matthew 6:8


My greatest concerns are in this order. God, my wife, and the world.

Mylene is a woman who lives on faith, because without she could never have survived a 4 year life of hardships with a man unable to provide for her. She has always prayed to God, and when we pray together my heart sorrows so greatly that I can feel her sadness, yet she never complains even though we ask God for so little that He seems not to provide, so in turn, we just accept what is while only asking God for the inner peace that we need to deal with whatever cards of life He may deal or allow from the devil as one of his tools for building a very strong faith in His chosen individuals, so we never lose our faith with hopes for just some of the most simple things in life such as food to eat, less stress, and less physical hardships like exhaustion with many body aches and dental problems that makes a life for God very difficult because to study, pray and write requires all of my time.


In the mornings I acknowledge our Father so that He will direct my paths, and so does my wife, and then all through each day with many times back on my knees because on days like today and yesterday, I spent mostly laying down with absolutely no bodily strength whatsoever along with weakness and pain in my upper arms. And my wife for being only 38 with me near 56 often gets bad uti pain, and also many throughout her body even though she is less than 5 ft and under a 100 lbs. She would like to take vitamins, but we have never been able to afford them. She is also a 3rd grade teacher that has only her Kawasaki 125 for transportation, and in heavy rains it really hurts me because I love her so much.

 But because we look to God in faith, we just trust, and we wait, and have been waiting for 4 years now. Our marriage was just us with a twenty four dollar set of rings that she bought.


 And this was our style of life with no more because no funds just puts a stop on everything but air to breathe.


My wife is so kind with so much love that she was a gift from God, and I can't do anything for her, and it just continually tears me all to pieces.


When our propane gas runs out, 700 peso or 14 dollars is just such a hard call that we do without.


And when rain falls, we just roof our only way of cooking with thanks for what we do have and what we can do-because billions in this world have a very much worse life in ways uncountable.


 All of the words of God are my greatest interest in life itself, so I always ask Him what He wants me to do next; Therefore I can only wait for God's lead through faith with trust while knowing without question that He knows my every need just as He knows the needs of all people. I have felt that He would lead me on writings about Ezekiel because there is much about the fall of America and why, along with the fall of other nations, shepherds, false prophets, churches and many other subjects that were all written for these end times, because when spiritual, the names Ezekiel uses for cities, countries and nations have changed with the times; therefore the book was written for today; and it is jam packed with information that we all need to not only know, but understand, even though few will hear. But when what believers have been told begins coming upon them all, they will know that a man of God has been among them spiritually.I also am waiting for God to lead me in great depth through Revelation. But in faith I have learned to wait rather than just writing what I think-because that is what man does everywhere on this planet with millions to hundreds of millions actually believing what they write from their own minds-but when one becomes not of this world, they cannot do worldly things, so in faith, they wait. 

I am now going to share with you where my heart is.


My wife's father Joshua at 80 with no income. 

Please look at these photo’s in the link with notice of the home of my wife’s mom and dad. So far this year we have only been able to send them twenty dollars once and ten more this week taken from what is not enough to pay our power or wireless Internet.


 Now look at our current home with thanks to God. 

All that I want is what would make my wife happy which is some kind of income to help our health and minds, because then we can tell her mom and dad to come here from where they live in another part of the Philippines, and we will just give them our home along with my wife being able to pay a relative to be there helper because they are 80 and should not have to work. Her dad Joshua is a very godly man with faith even though he has never really had anything in life. He reads his Bible, and he prays. I really have no family that's close other than one uncle in his 80's, so to have my wife's parents around to help and talk with would be as a glorious blessing, and just to do something unexpected for them both would make them two of the happiest people on earth.


Joshua and Clarita


Mylene at a lot we looked at 3 years ago that just never happened, but  with some small income Mylene and I could get a lot with a right of way and something bigger than this 30x30 we are on just to build a bamboo hut to live in as we build another place almost exactly like the one in the pictures, but with the c/f comfort room on the outside to make the 20x20 inside more like a mansion.


I have sent my writings everywhere just looking for anyone that wanted a freelance writer, but never one reply from hundreds of attempts. I have also tried for work anywhere in the world willing to do about anything; but God has just kept me right where I am at. This link below shows just how much time and effort I have devoted to only God, so a sluggard I am not.


The facts are this, we are all in the end times that shall become the greatest time of trouble that has ever been, and I am a workman for God that just needs some kind of a life other than these last 4 years of poverty-because just to move and think is not easy, so what good will I be to God for standing strong with poor health in the coming beginning of sorrows and great tribulation?  None, and God knows it.


I write because I love all of mankind. I love the Russians, Iranians, Turks, French, Italian, Chinese, Vietnamese, Koreans, Africans, Mexicans and just every person of every kind worldwide because I have overcome the god of this world who is the god of hate that makes man to hate and kill one another. The bad times are here, and they are only going to get worse, worse and worse until man has almost annihilated himself, and if it was not for the return of Christ, that is exactly what would have happened.And remember-The fall of this world with waste, death and destruction has already happened, so there is no way to change anything. Deuteronomy 28 and all through the words of God. Prophecy is unreported breaking news.


Because I care, I only want to help as many as God allows by what He sees in their hearts, but what’s the greatest is the fact that once this world’s ending darkness has passed, there will be the start of the kingdom of God that shall never fall as the kingdoms of mankind always have. And there will be laws, God’s laws based on love that will be enforced. So through faith, even in these times of the end, all believers need to at least see what’s coming, but what’s so sad is that there are but only two roads of life to get there.


“Come my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee: hide thyself as if it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast.


“For, behold, the Lord cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity: the earth also shall disclose her blood, and shall no more cover her slain.


There’s one road with God’s mercy; and the other without; and because this whole world has been deceived, the many will have no mercy and only the few will. Matthew 7:13-14


Each day my wife and I hope in faith for some help, and each day none comes, yet our faith only remains because we have no life other than God, and we both gain our greatest joys in doing things for others; and God knows the intent of our hearts just as He knows yours also. Hebrews 4:12-13-Therefore He will have mercy upon whom He will have mercy. Romans 9:14-24

If only all people knew that the only life they have ever known is coming to its final end, and not in the ways all have been taught, because if they knew, their focus would completely change into striving only to do what pleases the Father and never themselves.  

May God touch you’re heart to help us so we can help others. Here is just one of my spiritual dreams for helping who wants to be helped, and also for those who want God's mercy in the coming massive storms that most have no spiritual anchor for the needed roots to hold them in place.

Jeff and Mylene in faith and very difficult times with wants to do things for others within our hearts; and only God knows our hearts, and is pleased not only for our love with genuine concerns for others, but out true faith, that without, it is impossible to please Him. So with our many very simple needs for just life itself, we just wait while knowing that only God can all things-But when He decides, not when we decide. 


"Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in time of trouble. The Lord will preserve him, and keep him alive; and he shall be blessed upon the earth: and thou wilt not deliver him unto the will of his enemies. {Psalms 41:1-2}

"Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear him, upon them that hope in His mercy; To deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine.  {Psalms 33:18-19}


Below are just a few of my many writings that may interest you.

Just a quick glance within this link will show just how dedicated my time has become for only truth which concerns every human being on earth.  http://timesofroubles


This writing is most important for all who believe, and that’s because it shows why what they need is not taught through the religions of man.



This link tells of who we are, why we were created, who Satan is, and why he was created, and of the universe that was created to be inhabited-but not with the scum of all who have not overcome the god of this world who is the god of everything dark, wrong and totally counterfeit.



God can never be known without the WORD which becomes their only educator because the spirit of man has not the Spirit of God.

http://timesoftroubles.webs.c om/theword.htm


Some very stable words on what God says that believers just flat out don’t believe.



My Testimony for God.



About the New World Order.

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What to expect when walking with God. 


Some of the religions of man.



What God expects from believers verses what they all do with His money.



Spiritual weather report; and very interesting.



My Book in Progress.



Our native home in the Philippines. urhome.htm


God’s punishment,